16 Matrix of Self-Perfection
As we move along within the Matrix, youll realize many points are in Polarity with each other but also at the same time in relationship with each other, because relationships are polarities thats how they exist, thats how they continue existing so that the line that connects these two experiences together, all the information as all the events and experiences that happened, constantly is in friction with each other so to speak, doing a like a a yo-yo with each other the whole time to keep each other active as you go into an experience simultaneously both polarities when youre meeting people, for example. So that every time you meet someone and you experience that separation and emptiness and that closeness at the same time, youre just reactivating those events over and over and over again.
T: and the whole System is just
R: Activated yes, okay? So now were moving on to the next point.
Next point, your life from when you were 8 to 11 or 13 was quite the same meaning, the same within your inner-experience of yourself, youre still quiet and reserved, only observing reality. Youd interact, but during that stage you still felt like you were inside reality, you could not relate to anything or anyone in a personal or intimate way, meaning, you didnt have any particular feeling within yourself so you see theres another stage within your life which is a total opposite of what you lived and experienced in the beginning of your embarking within this world when you were born.
So were still like you were kind of just being held inside your Mind Consciousness System and now the Mind Consciousness System during those ages still now gathering information into itself through it now being merged with you so meaning, before 8 years old it was gathering information in separation of you, like an observer of you, and then with you amalgamating with the Mind Consciousness System it now became an active part of you, through becoming an act of part of you it now gathered more information from that perspective to now substantiate itself more what does that mean? First it gathered only knowledge and information, now it was trying to through those ages between 8 to 11 to 13 as you lived more into the world as the Mind Consciousness System lived more through you, substantiate that knowledge and information by through you integrating it into the Physical. So it started seeing how you are as a Being, and how youre living that as the being that you are, so that it can copy and duplicate that again, so that when you reach, when you reached 21, 22 what happened? That age is that the Mind Consciousness System merged the knowledge and information it gathered, merged the substance it gathered for itself through you, and then your completion from the Mind Consciousness System merged with yourself, integrated into the Physical where you became One Unit make sense?
T: Like Total Integration
R: Yes, Physical Integration. Thats why you lived a year about like that as a System in the Physical because before that you were still only living through the Mind Consciousness System, not at all through the Physical, you were just in the System well talk about those ages in a moment. But there then, so you went from Physical to Only System, to System and Physical Make sense?
Thats why you lived a year as Physical and System and then, thats why at 23-25 when we said after living in about a year you started integrating the Beingness of you more into the Physical, thats why you started re-experiencing that remembrance of that Physical Equality more, because you were now into the Physical and you were like remembering Hey, remember this Physical Experience – But of course you couldnt equate it to a Physical Experience, but you equated it more was that you needed to find this experience and look for it.
Okay so, were now so 8 to 11 to 13 was a very much platonic experience, It wasnt much events or changes in your life. The change in essence only came when you were 14-15 quite late, started at 14 and 15, ended at about 17 so the Actual Self Change that occurred in comparison to when you were 8 to 11 to 13 was when you were 17,
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July 5th, 2010 at 11:31 pm
Fascinating!
Fascinating!
July 5th, 2010 at 11:31 pm
really fascinating, …
really fascinating, I relate much to these series of interviews, thank you so much for sharing.
July 5th, 2010 at 11:31 pm
Wow
Wow